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Sunday, July 27, 2003
met ben lee today-- if this was 4 years ago, i could have died... he was with jason schwartzman, so it was like 2 icons from 9th grade! saw dj z trip and dance the fuck out of his set with nikki and saw fuckin blonde redhead!!!!!!!! went to moca with nikki 1, nikki 2, erika, jorge, diana, david, and kate- damn funnyman phil for bailing... saw flaming lips videos - A MAZING oh and i was totally moody all day- which is always funny! then coming back home to meet 2 random japanese boys just came here with out one word of english! and a bunch of crusties in my suite... someone was anti-semetic... pissed the fuck out of me.... god how can someone be all up in my face about beig vegan and socially conscious without the fucking empathy - where is the love...
allie, i'm worried about you baby... call me.. jew bagels are good, being emactiated isn't... herion sheek is passe... swear to god... but you can sweat into the oldies anyday...awww cancer sticks here i come..... i'm learning to breakdance again !!!!! but this time 4real.... and good news- ecuador spring and japan summer... oh i miss my prison boys my babies, i miss my garden- i hate weekends, i wanna go to work
Monday, June 30, 2003
11:46PM
just a shout out to everyone who came bye on saturday (esp tiff and atariel and brendan for the shlpes and j-sex for always causin trouble)- thanks and fuck you for allow the torturous stripper- i've decided the worse way to die is by having to deal with that stripper for infinity! went to the detention center and all the deliquent boys think i'm a slut cuz i have fucking hickies all up on my neck... can't fucking sell a macy's charge card for the life of me neither.... fucking cccsi at pitzer wants to fire me- fuck them i fucking work a bunch- grrrrrrr
beyond that- i'm strictly in love with my suitemates and jose is the best singer of it's gettin hot in here karoke stlye... oh yeah and a like 74 year old man tried to freak me to jose singing that at margherita monday's tonight!!! in the words of charlie brown "urgh"
Tuesday, June 10, 2003
11:40AM
dont have a computer, so i guess i havent been on in a long while... kife if full of drugs and booze, wishing more for the sex and rock n roll
i work at a motherfucking prison!
i went to court to fight a ticket today and the cop didnt show up, i got so excited i got fake nails, sooo ghetto fabulous
Friday, May 23, 2003
2:00AM
i am sorry .. i am the drunk one and nothing i said in the last entry made sense... oh shit.. i'm at home and its bedtime
drunk josh is trying to convince me thats he's the perfect guy for me
i'm just a super jewish looking boring girl who really doesnt give a shit about anything...excpect being an asexual heartbreaker!
i hope i go to arizone to see lauryn.. i met one of allies corona boys, he said he was down for the ride with me--- how kerouac would that be... me and a stranger and the open road.. stranger is friends with travis (argh, no boys who spray paint swastikas please)
had the most incredible day spend being the third wheel and trinity broadcasting network- fuck we were praying to jesus so who the fuck cares, i mean he is the man i love
i stole postcards from the tbn incense, as if being jewish wasnt bad enough-- i am totally going to hell
bought my dad clothes, its just like dressin up a kid for church in their sundays best- sooooooooooooo gooooooooooooood
i hope phil and i see built to spill tommorrow night
allies party is going to be the shit on saturday
gettin a haircut tommorrow a la susan powder
and all i can say to : oy gavalt joey ... and he tried to kiss me.. but i've been listening to a lot of salt n peppa
Monday, May 19, 2003
honestly.. that is my life right now
hahaha
grrrrrrrrrrr
waaaaaaaaaaahhh
hmmmmmmmmmmm
yeah, i did chores all day.. drove isaac to school, took him and his friend to lunch, picked him up, helped him study for an english test- i wanna be an awesome big sis.. too bad my lackluster attitude through it all was not masked very well.. grrr, i hate how quite i've gotten
anyway, wrote letters today, got my bike fixed, and rocked n rolled-- (megan gave it too me, so i mailed her a bike bell for her new bike, gosh i'm missin her!)
ran around with prince (yes jess, fine- its true- he's the ugliest dog ever)
dreamed of living life with a hook arm and a tail
still hoping to oneday become a dentist
found my passport (so i'm gonna hopefully go to israel for a couple weeks in august! represtenting- terrorists aint got nothing on me)
tommorrow- hot date with claremont - hopefully getting a job... hopefully getting a job as a crossing guard, jesus j christ i'd wet myself if i got a job as a crossing guard for 3 substantial reasons 1) getta rock the reflective gear, 2) play with the kiddies and 3) getta blow a whistle... wow that'd be the best way EVER to spend summer
oh and jess, too bad you're still gonna owe me twenty bucks in 2018!
Sunday, May 18, 2003
two graduations in one day: i love watching people shake people's hands and give them important pieces of paper... now thats liberation!
new goal in life: not to burn off large chunks of blackened flesh
second goals in life: try and fail at keeping a journal but instead devote the rest of my life to writing a memior, living in the retrospect like i'm dying-- no, bad goal, scratch that
Thursday, May 15, 2003
10:13AM
i've learned the hardway.. taking six classes ruins your social life, gives you ulcers, makes you seem like a scary monster, makes you cry a lot, and lowers your gpa... i need to shoot myself in the face twenty times in a row
fuckin shit, i feel pregant, my fucking medicine makes me all hungry and moody, unless i am pregant,whoa so not funny... fuck now i;m being paranoid
my cousin had a baby yesterday- whoo hoo... arthis has a ktten whoo hoo... jane and djuno have 3 featherless birds in a nest in their porch- what can i say.. it is spring
i need another job- i owe dad 300 bucks and all i wanna do is buy food with that money.. fuck i have so much to do... stupid me, needing to shoot myself inthe face..i gruelled through 3 finals today TODAY hahaha
my dad left me a message that ended "i love ya kid" jesus chirst that made me tear up, oh why is he the best dad ever now, i guess we're finally appreciating eachother, its the best feeling ever
fuck, crazys light is flickering, its spooky
patrick spent the night last night, it was cute, i miss cuddling soo much, but then the alarm clock went off and we fumbled around and departed, i never gotta say bye to him, damn, oh well, guess that calls for a trip to portland! goddamn, hes to nice... jess you're rubbin off FUCK and I AM ASEXUAL
what i need is a beard or at least a lil ear hair- that'd make me laugh.
argh... tommorrow is go pay a thousand dollars of tickets and move a bunch of shit day! i wanna die, fuck and i want my tonsils out- god do i ask for too much!
oh and i realized that out of THE WHOLE SUMMER, i will not be at pitzer for only 2 weeks
oh, on a good note, phil and i are seeing buildt to spill next weekend, which is just another excuse to kidnap the most awesomest funnyman phil ever in santa barbara and run a muck mwahaha
Tuesday, May 13, 2003
so, i missed a final in us history today on account of a fever. my dad spent the night last night, he tried to help me study but i kept passing out. he rocks the house, i'm glad we're on better terms and hes doing all the awesome dad stuff i want him to do for me... he even mentioned getting me beck tix since he's playing on my birthday!!!!
sad- patrick is leaving thrusday afternoon, so i wont see him till the fall, which is a bummer, i'm gonna miss that kid. I feel guilty that hes leaving pitzer for the summer thinking im the drunk slut i am. goddammit!
sad that jess and i wont be roomates anymore- i hope we can be suitemates! i love the j-sex... argh- i'm overly emotional right now
stupid drugs
makin me cry about lame tlc shows and dr phil
moooooooooooo
Monday, May 12, 2003
7:57PM
wanna see the grossest thing ever- look down my throat
7:44PM
wow, my dad is so nice. I warned him that I live in filth, he said its okay. He's driving up to see me, make sure I'm feeling ok, and help quiz me on my finals. god, its so sweet I wanna cry...
Sunday, May 11, 2003
camping in the Marquis Library was one of the best ideas I have ever had (well, it wasnt my idea,but I did it and it was wonderful). Crazy and I busted out the camping gear: tents, sleepin bags, bug repellant, and Tiff and Richard busted out the scary stories! In the library we heard the fireflies and crickets, it made me happy.
PS_ when I get drunk, oh god, sorry for being drunk.. no more thrillaz parties- i die
Friday, May 9, 2003
4:45AM
GOALS FOR THE WEEKEND
SLEEP!
WALK
STRETCH
EXERCISE
GET A SUMMER JOB
SPEND TIME WITH THE FAM
STUDY OB (WITH JAN), PREPARE AMERICAN HISTORY ESSAYS, READ AMERICAN HISTORY, DO CHAPERS 8-11 IN STATS, DO STATS FINAL, FINISH STATS TERM PAPER
GET LIANNE A THANK YOU GIFT
THANK MY PROFS
EDIT OLD PAPERS
CORRECT STATS HOMEWORK
SLEEEEP
SO MY FUCKING STATS FINAL - where'd it go, oh yeah- the computer destroys things- it is dead. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKK
i hate my life i hate it so much
i quit
i want a present
Wednesday, May 7, 2003
its relaxing to read other ppls journals and know that the world isnt exploding everywhere, just in my minds eye
i am an exploding cow
i wish i could just sit in my parents car and try to remember all the people they have picked up hitchiking through their lives
i wish i could find an excellent local 24 hour vegetarian burrito stand
i wish i could explain my views on the miscommunication and the dichotomoty of what was said vs doneduring the vietnam war
i wish i could play sass patrol instead of write papers on failed dandies
i want to go to a toy store, please read, fly kites and go running
stupid fucking democracy is preventing me
argh- new goal in life: overthrow the talent heirarchy and make good burritos
no more ex boyfriends and no more computer screens
oh and jess thinks what separates us from animals is anal sex, i think it is consciousness, arthi thinks its avocados- you decide........
Monday, May 5, 2003
6:49PM
richard's going away party/ last thrillaz party DATE CHANGED to THIS FRIDAY.. sorry but I have two midterms due friday and I need to study Thursday night, and its my room - so there!
Thursday, May 1, 2003
5:23AM
i bet the tables are turned... i bet tonight for the first time in a gagillion years, jessica will be sleeping soundly tucked away in a LA bed, while I fucking can't sleep... goddamn the ill effects of college
Tuesday, April 29, 2003
10:46PM
i fucking hate sketch maintence people who under the table and with nobody's permission paint the thrillas wall, charge us a shitload of money and do a crappy job
motherfucking drunk ungrateful shit, go back to painting benches and leave my suite be!
I wish i were a dog, life would be so simple... oh how i dream i dreamt a canine's dream
haha, back to reality
Had a productive day, a good day, a go outside and change the world day. Becky and I went to House of Ruth, I solidified my internship, passed love letters to Barry Sanders, had girl talk with cmc toni (we're drinkin thurs night, haha.. me and cmc)
Went to class, lost a class.. wrote and slept and walked around a bit
in any event, school is winding down and I still feel like a psuedo-intellectual, i guess the learning process is slower for me.. robot robot
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